thankyouverymooch | IC: Candlecall Post

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IC: Candlecall Post

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Then it's really okay to be emotional...

Being emotional isn't bad at all. It can even shake things up a bit, you know.

The others don't seem to like it very much. Or enthusiasm.

I--I'll admit. Perhaps my goal isn't to survive but to stay together with everyone. But in that way it's the same, I think. Sometimes I'm over the top, but I always try to think of what I've heard them say and what might be an answer to make a difference... But if there are worse games than that... I suppose... I need to do my best.

[ silent for a bit ]

Say ... do you know the word "tsundere"?

Eh--?

It was taught to me a while ago, in Aather! A person who acts cranky and harsh and says things like "don't get cocky, it's not like I like you, you hear?!" is a tsundere.

Carnelian is fundamentally that type of team. Even if you think "the others won't like it", you should be true to yourself. More likely than not, they're being tsunderes.

So what you're saying is they really lie it when I'm myself!

[he perks up. some! a little!]

I knew it!

They probably do find it irritating. But it's fine, they will most certainly like you even with that.

That aside, it's good to learn from others, but you're your own person. Observe those who have more experience than you, but follow your own path. That's also part of growing stronger.

Yes, I know. But is it really wrong not to want to cause a trouble for our team?

That depends. It's admirable that you're capable of being flexible, but that doesn't mean denying yourself every time.

I'm not saying to push your opinion on everyone. But discuss it. You're your own person, and Carnelian will shine the most when you do what you can.

That said... do you want to tell me how things went for you, in the game? I can't say talking ever helped me, but it helps some people. I always approached Crown for sparring together when I was upset.

I already do what I can. I hardly deny myself when I see that certain things might not work as well as thought.

[fidgets]

Ah... Well, I suppose it wasn't as terrible as it could have been...

[still terrible, but.]

That doesn't make it any less terrible, Venus.

...No, you're right.

Don't belittle your own emotions like that.

But it's good that you're trying to surpass it.

I don't know if it's so much as trying to surpass it.

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